Jasper County Democrat, Volume 22, Number 18, Rensselaer, Jasper County, 31 May 1919 — North of Fifty-Three [ARTICLE+ILLUSTRATION]

North of Fifty-Three

By Bertrand W. Sinclair

(Ocpjrifhl bj Uiu*. Brown * QaJ Day by day, between tanks, and often while she worked. Hazel's eyes would Unger on the edges of the clearing. Often at night she would lift herself on elbow at some unexpected sound, her heart leaping wild with expectation. And always she would Ue down again, and sometimes press her clenched hand to her lips to keep back the despairing cry. Always she adjured herself to be patient, to wait doggedly as Bill would have waited, to make due allowance for immensity of distance, for the manifold "delays which might overtake a messenger faring across those silent miles or a man hurrying to his home. Many things might hold him back. But be would come. It was Inconceivable that he might not come. Meantime, with only a dim consciousness of the fact, she underwent a marvelous schooling in adaptation, self-restraint. She had work of a sort, tasks such as every housewife finds self-imposed In her own home. She was seldom lonely. She marveled at that. It was unique In her experience. All her old dread of the profound silence, the pathless forests which Infolded like a prison wall, distances which seemed Impossible of span, had vanished. In its place had fallen over her an abiding sense of peace, of security. The lusty storm winds whistling about the cabin sang a restful lullaby. Whyn the wolves lifted their weird, melancholy plaint to the cold, star-jeweled skies, she listened without the old shudder. These things, which were wont to oppress her, to send her imagination reeUng along morbid ways, seemed but a natural aspect of life, of which she herself was a part.

Often, sitting before~~her glowing fireplace, watching a flame kindled with her own hands with wood she herself carried from the pile outside, she pondered this. It defied her powers of self-analysis. She could only accept it as a fact, and be glad. Granville and all that Granville stood for had withdrawn to a more or less remote background. She could look over the frost-spangled forests and feel that she lacked nothing—nothing save her mate. There was no impression of transient abiding; no chafing to be elsewhere, to do otherwise. It was home, she reflected; perhaps that was why. ) A simple routine served to fill her days. She kept her house shining, she cooked her food, er’-rled in her fuel. Except on days of forthright storm she put on her snc vshoes, and with a little rifle In the crook of he’r arm prowled at random through the woods —partly because it gave her pleasure to range sturdily afield, partly for the physical brace of exertion in the crisp air. Otherwise she curled comfortably before the flreplace and sewed, or read something out of Bill’s catholic assortment of books. It was given her, also, to learn the true meaning of Neighborliness, that kindliness of spirit which Is stifled by stress In the crowded places, and stimulated by like stress amid surroundings where life Is noncomplex, direct, where cause and effect tread on each other’s heels. Every day, If she failed to drop Into their cabin, came one of her neighbors to see If all were well with her. Quite as a matter of course Jake kept steadily replenished for her a great pile of firewood. Or they would come, babies and all, bundled In furs of Jake’s trapping, jingling up of an evening behind the frisky bays. And while the bays munched hay In Roaring Bill Wagstaff’s stable, they would clustef about the open hearth, popping corn for the children, talking, always with cheerful optimism. Behind Lauer's mild blue eye&’lurkod a mind that burrowed Incessantly to the roots of things. He had lived and worked and read, and, pondering It all, he had summed up a few of the verities. . t “Life, It Iss glffen us, und ve must off It make der best ve can,” he said once to Hazel, fondling a few books he had borrowed to read at home. “Life Iss goot, yust der llfflng of life, if only ve go not astray afder der voolish dings—und If der self-breservatlon struggle vears us not out so dot ve gannot enjoy being allfe. So many Iss straggle und slave under terrible conditions. Und It Iss largely because off Ignorance. Ve know not vot ve can do —und ve shrink vrom der unknown. Here Iss acres by der dousand vree to der man vot can off It make use — und dousands vot Uffs und dies und neffer hass a home. Here Iss goot, glean air —und in der shmoke und shmells und dirty streets Iss a ravage of tuberculosis. Der balance Iss not true. Und In der own vay der rich iss full off drouble —drunk mlt eggcltement, veary mlt bleasures. Ach, der voods und mountains und streams, blenty off food, und a kindly neighbor

—lm not dot enough? Only der abnormal rants more as dot. Und I dink der drouble is* largely dot der modern, hlgh-breaaure ciflllxatlon makes for der abnormal, redder a man iaa a millionaire or vorks In der brewyery, contentment tag a state off der mind —und if der mind vorks mlt logic It vtll content find In der simple dingo." It sounded like a pronouncement of Bill’s. But Lauer did not often grow Yetioux Mostly he was Jovially cheerful. and his wife likewise. The North had emnnclpattM them, and they were loyal to the source of their deliverance. Ajxl Hazel understood, because she herself bad found the wild land a benefactor, kindly In its silence, restful in its forested peace, a cure for sickness of soul. Twice now It had rescued her from herself. November and iHtcember went their appointed way—ami still no word of Bill, if now and then her pillow was wet she struggled mightily against depression. She wns not lonely in the dire significance of the word —but she longed passionately for him. And she held fast to her faith that he would come. The last of the old year she went little abroad, ventured seldom beyond the clearing. And on New Year’s eve Juke Lauer's wife came to the cabin to stay. • •••••• Hazelasat up, wide awake, on the instant. There was not the slightest sound. She had been deep in sleep. Nevertheless she felt, rather than knew, that some one was in the livingroom. Perhaps the sound of the door opening had filtered through her slumber. She hesitated an Instant, not through fear, because in the months of living alone fear had utterly forsaken her; but hope had leaped so often, only to fall slckenlngly, that she was half persuaded it must be a dream. Still the impression strengthened. She slipped out of bed. The door of the bedroom stood slightly ajar. Bill stood before the fireplace, his shaggy fur cap pushed far back on his head, his gauntlets swinging from the cord about his neck. She had left a great bed of coals on the hearth, and the glow shone redly on his frost-scab-bed face. But the marks of bitter trail bucking, the marks of frostbite, the stubby beard, the tiny Icicles that still clustered on his eyebrows; while these traces of hardship tugged at her heart they were forgotten when she saw the expression thatovershadowed his face. Wonder and unbelief and longing were nil mirrored there. She took a shy step forward to see what riveted his gaze. And despite the choking sensation in her throat she smiled —for she had taken off her little, beaded moccasins and left them lying on the bearskin before the fire, and he was staring down at them like a man freshwakened from a dream, unbelieving and bewildered.

With that she opened the door and ran to him. He started, as if she had been a ghost. Then he opened his arms and drew her close to him. “Bill, Bill, what made you so long?” she whispered. “I guess it served me right, but it seemed a never-ending time." "What made me so long?” he echoed, bending his rough cheek down against the warm smoothness of hers. “Lord, I didn’t know you wanted me. I ain’t no telepathist, hon. You never peeped one little word since I left How long you been here?” “Since last September.” She smiled up at him. “Didn't Courvolseur’s man deliver a message from me to the mine? Didn’t you come in answer to my note?” “Great Caesar’s ghost—since Sep-tember-alone ! You poor little girl 1” he murmured. “No, if you sent word to me through Courvolseur I never got It Maybe something happened his man. I left the Klappan with the first snow. Went poking aimlessly over around the Finlay river with a couple of trappers. Couldn’t settle down. Never heard a word from you. I’d given you up. I just blew in this way by sheer accident Girl, girl, you don’t know how good It Is to see you again, to have this warm body of yours cuddled up to me again. And you came right here and planted yourself to wait till I turoed up?” “Sure!” She laughed happily. “But I sent you word, even if you never got it. Oh, well, it doesn’t matter. Nothing matters now. You’re here, and I’m here, and— Oh, Billy-boy, I was an awful pig-headed Idiot. Do you think you can take another chance with me?" “Bay"—he held her off at arm’s length admiringly—“do you want to

know how strdnj I am for taking a

chance with you? Well, I was on my way out to flag the next train East, just to see—just to see if you still cared two pins; to see if you still thought your game was better than mine.” “Well, you don’t have to take any eastbound train to find that \>ut,” she cried gaily. Tm here to tell you I care a lot more than any number of pins. Oh, I’ve learned a lot in the last six months. Bill. I ha* to hurt myself, and you. too. I had to get a jolt to jar me out of my self-centered little orbit. I got it, and It did me good. And it’s funny. I came back here because I thought I ought to, because it was our home, but rather dreading IL And I’ve been quite contented and happy—only hungry, oh, so dreadfully hungry, for you." Bill kissed her. “I didn’t make any mistake in you, after all," he said. “You’re a real partner. You’re the right stuff. I love you more than ever. If you made a mistake you paid for it, like a deadgame sport. What’s a few months? We’ve all our life before us, and it’s plain sailing now we’ve got our bearings again." “Amen!’’ she whispered, "b —but, say, man of mine, you’ve been on the trail, and I know what the trail is. You must be hungry. I’ve got all kinds of goodies cooked in the kitchen. Take off your clothes, and I’ll get you something to eat” “I’ll go you,” hiTsald. “I am hungry. Made a long mush to get here for the night. I got six huskies running loose outside, so If you hear ’em scuffling around you’ll know It’s not the wolves. Say, it was some welcome surprise to find a fire when I came in. Thought first somebody traveling fhrough had put up. Then I saw those slippers lying there. That was sure making me take notice when you stepped out" He chuckled at the recollection. Hazel lit the lamp, and stirred up the fire, plying it with wood. Then she slipped a heavy bathrobe over her nightgown and went into the chilly kitchen, emerging therefrom presently with a tray of food and a kettle of water to make coffee. This she set on the fire. Wherever she moved Bill’s eyes followed her with a gleam of joy, tinctured with smiling Incredulousness. When the feettle was safely bestowed on the coals, he drew her on his knee. There for a minute she perched in rich content. Then she rose.

• “Come very quietly with me, Bill,” she whispered, with a fine air of mystery. “I want to show you something.’* “Sure! What is It?” he asked. "Come and see," she smiled, and took up the lamp. Bill followed obediently. Close up beside her bed stood a small, square crib. Hazel set the lamp on a table and, turning to the bundle of blankets which filled this new piece of furniture, drew back one corner, revealing a round, puckered-up infant face. “For the love of Mike!” Bill muttered. “Is It —Is It —■” “It’s our son,” she whispered proudly. “Born the tenth of January—three weeks ago today. Don’t, don’t — you great bear —you’ll wake him.” For Bill was bending down to peer at the tiny morsel of humanity, with a strange, abashed sftnlle on his face, his big, clumsy fingers touching the soft, pink cheeks. And when he stood up he drew a long breath, and laid one arm across her shoulders. “Us two and the kid,” he said whimsically. “It should be the hardest combination in the world to bust. Are you happy, little person?” She nodded, clinging to him, wordlessly happy. And presently she covered the baby’s face, and they went back to sit before the great fireplace, where the kettle bubbled cheerfully and the crackling blaze sent forth Its challenge to the bevy of frost sprites that held high revel outside. And, after a time, the blaze died to a heap of glowing embers, and the forerunning wind of a northeast storm soughed and whistled about a house deep wrapped In contented slumber, a house no longer divided against Itself. (THE END.)

He Held Her Off at Arm’s Length, Admiringly.